How I define F.R.I.E.N.D / posted on Friday, July 12, 2013 @ 9:57 AM
Dear Readers,
It has been awhile since I last wrote a post :) Hehe! Because I am busy with tonnes of assignments,exams and not to forget,having fun with my bunch of friends!
Believe it or not, I used to believe there is no real friendship in secondary school . I remember it started when I was betrayed by my own best friend. I trusted her to keep my secret with my life. And some incidents happened after that(*not really wanted to write or tell anymore about it). I have a really low self-esteem after that believing that this world is full of hypocrites and no one really cares how you feel. I dont believe in friendship.Starting from that day onwards, I keep to myself. I hated myself and kinda drugged myself with books. Then,there was when people calling me nerd. I did actually cried myself to bed sometimes.For years, I had been "befriending" with my books. Read,read and read. Revise,revise and revise.Just to forget it. I had been bad tempered to the others especially towards my friends. I admit I have quite a temper and sensitive but I really regretted it. I do hope I get a second chance although I know second chance is always hard to come by if that person has already given up on this friendship.
I still have low self-esteem till today. You might see that I am having a happy life and yes,I have a happy life now indeed. People who knows me will tell me to forget the past and just lead on my happy life. I will tell them 'No.. I won't forget my past'. It is the past that made me who I am today. I feel that I am much emotionally stronger than before.
In 2010, I met them in National Service. They are my pillars to believe there are good friends out there. I had a wonderful moments with them although was just a short three months together. Dear friends.. I still think of all of you.
Look! That is my crazy friends! We eat,chat,sing and watch movies together .Here, I want to thank Xin Yi for being everything a friend wants. I am happy to have you in my life and you actually help me a lot by giving me advices and your willingness to listen to my problems :) Thanks for being such a good friend ! I am happy and thankful that I have you as my friend!
Enjoy yam cha-ing with you guys hell lots!
Tadah! These are the craziest bunch of friends. If you are my friend in Facebook or have been following my Instagram, you will see how crazy I can go with them. Videos and pictures are flooding my facebook friends' wall. *Please endure me* okehh? I still have two more years as a varsity student and hoping our friendship do not end just there in uni.. All of you, after uni ..must remember to keep in touch!!
#iheartfriendship