Homesickness is the worst thing I can handle / posted on Wednesday, August 21, 2013 @ 12:36 AM
I had homesick in NS. I had homesick when I gotten an offer to pursue my degree in a public uni in Kedah, I had homesick when I was about to go back to uni after my one month semester break in Febuary and NOW.. I am facing the same situation again. *smackhead cuz I'll be back to my uni real soon.Last night , I had a very very bad dream thanks to my courage peeping on the calendar and counting off the days I'll be spending in my hometown . Even cried in my dream. That's not the worst scenario. If you are my relatives or close family members, you'll know... I dont know when or where I got the balls to blatantly flat out admitted that I am a homesick psycho .
It affects me terribly for at least two weeks. Gastric , palpitation and vomiting are the suffering that I'll be facing . I still can recall the day before my registration in my uni.. I cried and hugged my mummy the whole night in the hotel room till I fell asleep . My mummy said " It's not too late to regret your decision. I ask you one last question .. Do you want to study in Kedah or come back with us, study in Kampar? Come back with us ,okay?" At that moment, precisely, I had thousand and one questions in my head..How and What?!!! After a few minutes, I bravely told my mum ' I'm staying here. After all, it's only three and half years and I'll be going back every sem break' . My mum said ' Good. Now,sleep!'.That's the reason why my eyes are red and puffy in my student id's photo .
